do you ever think about how weird sleeping is like your body just gets so sluggish it shuts down and you enter a state of unconsciousness where you have vague hallucinations and when you wake up you forget everything about it and a third of your life is wasted on it
i fucking hate how nervous people make me like i can’t even walk down the road without feeling judged and that is just ridiculous.
The looking glass is clear,
what you want is near.
When the gong sounds, I don’t even hesitate before I dive to my left. It’s a longer distance than I’m used to, and navigating the waves takes a little more skill than swimming across my quiet lake at home, but my body seems oddly light and I cut through the water effortlessly.
so plant the thought and watch it grow
wind it up, and let it go
90% of my problems would be solved if i stopped over-thinking and being anxious about everything & calmed the fuck down